Quickly Now

M'kay, I'm moving in today!! Ole'Wonderful!! Anyhoot, we'll be in a rush, due to the possible 'snow storm' coming (Didn't I say I would move in 50 feet of snow?) Hmm, just may happen. So, while I'm doing that today, Im going to take some photo's for everyone to see our new home/apartment. Can't wait!!

Byenow-Peaceout

Good News...

Finally. Something good. We got the keys to our place yesterday. I'm sooooo Excited. (Jen, it's right accross the hall from Jacks old one)

K, had to go to Indianapolis for a few days for work, so we should be able to move in this weekend. Sucks its so damn cold out thou. I'll move in 50 feet of fuckin snow, if I had to (please don't let us get a blizzard).

Oh, if you all knew the crap that has gone on in my life latley, you would understand how great its going to be to have my own place again. *Sigh*

I had the house to myself today, and it was wonderful. K's mom finally had school today, and then with him gone, it was blissful. Guess what I did? Go ahead...
M'kay, nothin really, cleaned and watched t.v.

I just heard that ANNA NICHOLE SMITH died..(gasp) I can't believe it. Welp, kinda. How much you wanna bet that it was an overdose..betcha.. Poor thing, she's been through hell. I really liked her.

Anyhoot, I'm sorry that this post has been uneventful, but. well.

I'm leaving now.
Peaceout

Rebuilding your life,

Can be a real bitch. Thats what I am currently doing. From my last blog in May, is when it all began. Going downhill, ofcourse, I had to hit the bottom of the earth before I relized a damn thing. At first, I thought I had it all under control, but, soon, (not soon enough) I began to see that I (of all the nerve) was not so grounded.

So as it stands, Kyle and I are living with his parents, we are looking for a place right now, or even hopefully have found one. We haven't heard if we got it yet or not. It would be of course, my shit luck (yes, part of which I have created) for it to not work out, then again, I am trying to remain positive. Yep...positive.

And..to add to the mix, I found out a few months back that I have cervical cancer, and still am not sure how far advanced it is. I have an appointment the 15th, (my daughters birthday) to have them further pick at me..I've already had a biopsy, a colosocpy, a euritterage (spelling could be off)..But, they have yet to actually "remove" a damn thing..Although, this type of cancer is more and more common, it still does not take away from the fact that it is still cancer, and with the history of cancer in my family (my mother for starters..nope not living) it's still a bit scary on occassion. I'm dealing..

The lights of my life, the kids..(also the cause of a migrane that won't quit) are doing wonderful. Growing so fast.. My daughter, turning 4, is the smartest child ever..really she is, you may think your child is the smartest..but really, c'mon..

And on that note, Im going to bed.. So I can start the same day over again. By the way, its colder than crap outside, and I told ya, the Colts would win..

PEACEOUT

Starting Over

Well, it sure has been awhile since I have been around. So much has happend. As you can tell, I've been messing around with the layout, I have more fun doing that than anything else..

I plan to do a full update tonight, I won't be watching the SuperBowl, Colts are going to win, good enough for me. I'll be alone this evening anyhow..yes, poor me.

First, I'm going to stop over to see ramblings (my dear sister) to let her know she can start comeing to see me, hopefully she'll spread the word for me that Im back in action...

Snow....